update (no.2)

so i just had a rather surprising chat with berdy. surprised bc it was civil despite my prev impression of him. we both agreed about how we feel.. and that we can see each others points. but mine mainly is that i am the only one who can pick and chose who my friends are. and that its quite hypocritical to remain friends with afk cheaters, after threatening me for staying loyal to a speeder. anyways, im hoping this is squashed, in my opinion enough energy has been wasted on it. my respect lvl for berdy has risen slightly for his maturity throughout our convo. i have yet to finish talking to blake (anarky) however, im really exhausted over the whole situation already. honestly the part that made me this upset was the threat to doger that they could make me hate him.. and the threat to me that if i didnt cut ties with him, they would ks me. now on berdys behalf, he never directly said this to me. blake did all the talking and associated the two. and blake, i do not hate you. for that would take much more inital caring for you then has actually exsisted. i thought you were a funny person, although way too boastful. im putting the ball in your court. you wanna continue to make a big deal about all this.. then bring it. however, for the effort you have made to getting me to understand your side, i doubt that this needs to continue any further. hopefully this is the last of it. if not, prepare to be once again updated. ;) <3>