the friend test.

mmmk. this is prolly gonna lose me a friend or two.. but how good of friends are they if this is how they treat me. so tonight @ factory, im finishing up lvling. one of my mostest favoritest friends is yet again tanking the cranes and blowing pots for me. <3doger<3
well anyways, berdy has now declared war on dave. so back to us lvling me... berdy comes over and starts his shit with dave. anarky, who recently wanted to be my friend (bc he saw my pic on nez's site, and that reason only) starts telling me to stop talking to dave. WHAA???? dick off a friend bc some high lvl who has never done shit cept ks me says so? now blake, ive given u the benefit of the doubt when u said ur sorry and would refrain from ksing me, however id rather be ksed then dick a good friend. friends stick up for friends reguardless. speaking of... i quit AIK today. same reasons, different story. im sick of going all out for so called friends, only to get the fucking back burner when im not needed. ive spent the last 2months doing everything i could for certain ppl (whom i wont name bc im still loyal reguardless) however.. dropping everything to run to their side, and never hearing a simple ty has gotten quite old. im sick of blowing all my money on other ppl and guilds,& ya'll know i never ask for shit in return. im sick of this being the most caddy game ever. time to turn the tables bishes. from this day on.. its bella day. dont ask me for favors if ur not with me on a daily basis. dont pm me for money, or to help u out with a kser or relationship. no i wont go off on anyone for u, reguardless what they did. im going to be the most selfish self centered bish u can ever imagine. ill get my money back and penny pinch til my fingers are sore. u wanna take turns on kills, uh noty. ks me if u feel the need. fuck guilds atm. dont add me as a friend. i have the few ppl that are truely meaningful on eo right by my side. if u arent on my friend list, i have no need for u. see what u fucks make me do? see how fucking bitter i am. a fun game? not anymore. all u fake ass ppl ruined that. im sure ill be over this like minutes from now... but until then fuck off. ty doger for helping me lvl. ty trem for giving me ur crane to do the job with. ty jibs for being such a great player. ty kali for helping me pick my battles. ty AIK for showing me how fake ppl also exist on eo. ty eeer & shin for putting cody in his place. and to the rest of u.. ty for nothing. (of course with the exceptions of muh fav girls vanity and onehotbaby.. and koel, whoops, monti..well there are too many to list.. which is making me start to appriciate the good ppl left.) so all in all im already over it.. lol. dang. *blush* ~ bella<33